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Thursday, December 18, 2025

FromOneLine Anthology - Meg / Kobayaashi Studios, 2024-25


another week 

passed after betrayal 

autumn moon

this longing to drift

across the darkest sky


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none of them had labels the emergency aid 


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three copper pennies

overlapped in the well 

forgotten wishes 


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the string snapped

of a refugee child’s guitar 

autumn wind 


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there are lights 

on Mars


after whispers 

of our gossip drift

above the dark skies


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The Wind of Change


I’ve forgotten too many things while moving to a new house, a deliberate effort to preserve my emotional bond with my family home. As I pack, I realize I am gathering things that hold a little bit of sentimental value. What I choose to leave behind—old vases, velvet curtains, a wooden trunk, worn kitchen utensils, backyard swings, and walnut furniture. Each of these objects are deeply woven into the fabric of my childhood, holding memories that resurface with a glance or touch. It’s my way of staying connected to my childhood home as I know it’s time to move forward into a modern life that may or may not hold the same sense of belonging. 

 

end of summer—  

husks and dust settle

in the balcony bird feeder 


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Dark Shadows 


It was hard to interpret  

the untold miseries  

etched on the faces  

of those forced to leave  

their homeland, their heritage,

their only place to live freely.  


It was hard to interpret  

the words that pierce hearts,  

the wounds too deep  

to heal without miracles,  

the tears that roll  

down the cheeks  

of the helpless, of the vulnerable,  

those without a voice.  


It was hard to interpret  

the silence of old women  

sitting on the rubble 

of time,  

finding no answers  

for why’s been scapegoated—  

a thousand innocent souls.  


It was hard to interpret  

the prayers locked 

in quivering lips,  

unspoken, ungranted, 

until the very end.  


It was hard to interpret  

the peace after massacre—  

still unfolding the wings  

of another war within.  


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home alone 


“I can see everything now, can't I?”. I asked this question to myself before lying on the sofa near the window that opens to the garden. I want to make a constellation before going to sleep but the grayish white clouds made me draw the curtains instead. I scroll through the social media posts and find nothing relevant and interesting. I start staring at the roof where I can see the dappled light of the lamp reflecting the tiny stars. It’s time to connect the dots. I made a small constellation with the stars and named it after my childhood nickname. The nickname that I never heard of for years and that still echoes through my memories. I still am not ready to let go of things that were once a part of my life. 


sleepless night 

the flashes of 

distant lightning 


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echoing childhood 


“You make me dream of dragonflies, O little rascal!”  she screams from the hilltop.


He is her childhood friend—the one she always wants to be around. After ten long years, she has returned to her hometown, the place woven with the golden threads of her early memories. City life has drained her: routine, noise, deadlines, loneliness but no real joy. So she comes back, searching for some peace and real happiness. 


She wanders through the old town bazaar, where she would come with her parents and her childhood friends. The local park greets her with rusty swings; their creaking sounds seem to recognize her touch.  


Then she climbs the hillside behind her family’s old haveli—the place where she and Sunny once sat for hours. Their evenings were filled with stargazing, chasing fireflies, listening to crickets, and finding shapes in the full moon.


“It was routine back then,”  she murmurs, taking a deep sigh. 


The tears roll down her cheeks, and she lets them fall, unbothered. She screams into the vast sky, but only her own voice returns, echoing through the valley, sharp and empty.


With a heavy heart, she walks back to the haveli…


back home late

the dry leaves cling 

to her shawl


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deep winter night 


“She took the last piece of cake and went back to her room,” everyone whispered at the party.  


She wants to eat it alone—especially after her recent illness, which has kept her mostly confined to her room. It’s their 50th wedding anniversary, and her husband has thrown a lavish party, eager to present their marriage as perfect to his social circle.


He shares a carefully worded post on social media, tagging her too. The steady ping of notifications irritates her, and she puts her phone on silent.


Taking a small bite of the cake, she mutters.

 

“Why do people pretend their imperfect marriages are perfect, especially on social media?”


She tosses her phone onto the bed and moves to the window—her usual refuge when sadness creeps in. Gently, she touches her faded purple scars on her wrists and thinks about her traumatic past. 


Outside, evening fog is shrouding the street lights. She looks up at the sky where the stars are almost dim—barely holding on their light. 


blurred window—  

 she scribbles her initials   

 without her family name 






My 10 poems (haiku, tanka, freeverse, haibun, and gembun) in the latest FromOneLine anthology, Vol 07. The FromOneLine paperback and hardcover versions are now available to purchase from Amazon!



ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0G5NQLPRZ
Publisher ‏ : ‎ Independently published
Publication date ‏ : ‎ 7 Dec. 2025
Language ‏ : ‎ English
Print length ‏ : ‎ 258 pages
ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 979-8277722510
Item weight ‏ : ‎ 399 g
Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 14.57 x 2.13 x 22.19 cm

Paperback : https://mybook.to/FOL7
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https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0G5NQLPRZ?tag=uklinktagbk-21&th=1&psc=1&geniuslink=true

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is it a long way
down memory lane
double contrail

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the calendar was out of days

hospice wall
shadow after shadow
her memory fades

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shadows
always find a way
in the backyard
childhood memories
on the wall

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three keys

hung on a hook
of the family house

since last year
when we are forced
to leave our place

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they arrived

under cover of rain
wind howling
midnight dreams


out of the blue

in each fold 
of the bedsheet
his last call

winter stars

tears fall
without sound
my lingering grief

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we gathered
at the end of time


without gravity
we still become
the center of universe




Pages 46, 91, 113, 170, 188, 252


Paperback and Hardback versions are now available from Amazon

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You can also find the book (with relevant links) on the Kobayaashi site : https://kobayaashi.co.uk/fromoneline-the-unseen/


Monday, April 15, 2024

The 2024 Heliosparrow Haiku Frontier Awards



absolute dream
wrapping the midnight
a raven’s shadow

(Hifsa Ashraf, 13 Mar)

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whispers from
the cowrie shells
bare truth

(Hifsa Ashraf, 13 Mar)

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nothing for free
vending machine
tryst (rct)

recoiling
my late night yawn (ha)

Hifsa Ashraf & Richard Thomas

Heliosparrow, 30th April, 2023

Thursday, October 26, 2023

noon: journal of the short poem 2023


data mining
our differences
buried 

the hatchet
up for grabs


Hifsa Ashraf & R.C. Thomas


Noon: Journal of the Short Poem, Issue 24, October 2023


https://issuu.com/noonpress/docs/noon_24?fr=xKAE9_zU1NQ


Wednesday, August 2, 2023

Prune Juice, 2023

early menopause
dry leaves fall
into my lap

Prune Juice, issue 41. Also included in the best of the issue.



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screenshots

doubling up

my weary frame rate (RCT)


chroma keying

reshapes my image (HA)


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meteor shower

the beliefs we hold

back (ha)


Fukitol 

compounding our fate (rct)


(Published in Prune Juice, Issue 40, August 2023)



 

Tuesday, August 1, 2023

Otoliths, 2023


Tan-Renga


mirror illusion
dividing myself
in bits and bites (HA) 

poisoned
eating apples (RCT)


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monotone talk
the bumpy road
through my ears (HA)

hearing aids
…nothing (RCT)


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Carina Nebula
relapsing my pulse
ash clouds (HA)

young stars
at our peak (RCT)


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misted sky
a tinge of gray
makeshifts my axis (HA)

full circle
by noon (RCT)


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aurora
I step out
of my primordial self (HA)

an Oculus
sunrise (RCT)


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doomscrolling
bad news
until the very end (RCT)

refolding
an old paper crane (HA)



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situationship
my feelings still
in a vacuum (HA)

#mindovermatter
#followyourheart (RCT)



Hifsa Ashraf and R.C. Thomas

https://the-otolith.blogspot.com/2023/06/hifsa-ashraf-and-rc-thomas.html

Monday, July 17, 2023

Book 7, the place where they come across the moon


Two collaborative tan-renga with John Hawkhead 

spilling over 

the neighbour's fence 

a tea rose 


one last glimpse 

before his goodbye


John Hawkhead (UK) / Hifsa Ashraf (Pakistan) 


autumn drizzle 

a red cicada thrums 

from an old can 


the old hobo steps out 

into his morning shower


Hifsa Ashraf (Pakistan) / John Hawkhead (UK) 

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A tan-renga and tanka book 7 "the place where they come across the moon" edited by M. R. Defibaugh


Sunday, May 21, 2023

Die Leere Mitte, 2023

 

R.C. Thomas and Hifsa Ashraf – Tan Renga

 

absolute zero
a strand of gray curls
around my forehead    (ha)


updating

my Facebook profile    (rct)

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  crypto autumn

the snake skin clings

to my bare feet    (ha)

 

treading carefully

where it counts the most    (rct)

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twitching mice

following you

following me    (rct)

 

sinking in

our desktop pits    (ha)

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 isotopic abundance

our egos reach

their points    (ha)

 

an ellipsis

leaves space for more    (rct)

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 c0ld w1nd

my f0ne vibr8s

w1v every msg    (rct)

 

dec1pher1ng

the b1nary c0des    (ha)

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 drop by drop

breaking down

a caffeine kick    (rct)

molecules dance

with my nerves    (ha)

 



Die Leere Mitte – Issue 18
MAY 19, 2023 ~ FEDERICO FEDERICI

https://leserpent.wordpress.com/2023/05/19/die-leere-mitte-issue-18/

Monday, March 13, 2023

Heliosparrow Poetry Journal, 2023



Chicxulub impact
space between us
opening up (rct)

the Pandora's box
of here and now (ha)


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slowly shifting
the last bit of weight
asteroid belt (rct)

blinking stars
around the irises (ha)


----
nothing for free
vending machine
tryst (rct)

recoiling
my late night yawn (ha)

Hifsa Ashraf & Richard Thomas

Heliosparrow, 30th April, 2023


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absolute dream
wrapping the midnight
a raven’s shadow

silver cold
the strings of rain
knitting silence

dopamine dip
under the bridge
mating darkness

silver thaw
the wind carves
its last breath

whispers
from the cowrie shells
bare truth

absolute threshold
my voice becomes
a wishbone


Heliosparrow Poetry Journal, March 13, 2023

Tuesday, February 21, 2023

Blithe Spirit, 2023

 

filled with coins
squinting
at the money jar

a closer look
the cost of new glasses

            — Hifsa Ashraf, Pakistan / Richard Thomas, UK


Volume 33, Number 1 

Blithe Spirit, Journal of British Haiku Society

Previously Published in Scarlet Dragonfly Journal, 23rd September, 2022